2014: HAPPY, SAD, ANNOYED, UPSET, FLAT, LOVE, VICTORIOUS.

          Well guys, happy New Year 2015!! All people including me make much wishes for a better future, for a better life. But let's turning back in all of me in 2014.
          Last night was the peak all of my tempers during 2014. Aaaa I cannot explain one by one, making me confusing cause all of feelings there were. Yup, the start was.... me and ma family didn't celebrated new year eve. It annoyed, cause people around me enjoy that moment. Of course cause ma sista was hospitalization. I was crying, why I cannot go anywhere to celebrated new year?? Oh, forgive me, God. I ain't being grateful to you. I have much sins, and I know it all.......But lucky me, I can see the miracle directly, last night was rainy. The sky follows me crying, remember all of ma sadness, embarrassing moments, and many more. Moving house in that year for the 2nd times. Aahh don't remember "losing" time!!!
         Annddddd.... entry to college. I was really grateful for it. Pffftt finally! I graduated from high school just like a hell. It was true story. I don't know why, but the society in the school always looking me down. Once again, I don't know but exactly my feels feel it. I've got few achievements, but they just like trynna didn't know about it. In that year, I was tested how patient I was that looking ma bestiest friend swag by "evils". We were classmates as well as, but I really really got the badness sorrow. What ever matter loseeeerrr. I love my haters <3
         In campus, I was trying to looking for more friends, be better than before, more socialize, and I got it all, excellent!!! Keep it up, Fatimah! And this is the shame thing, but hhahaa I just found out about love Lol. It's fair, cause I neva tought about love in high school. It was too early to thought about love in high school, right?? Cause I was still enjoy ma kid soul. Mmmmh but I don't know why, more guys approached me. But as I said before, I enjoy ma kid soul, still not suitable with ma age to have the relationship, so I couldn't read the signs. Oooo I should've read the signs!! I ever disappointed because of jealous Lol. I mean whaatt?? Stop, forget it! So now, I will face finale examination. Positively, hope all of the result being satisfy and graduate ASAP! amiiiiinnnn.....
           I really luv and excited to facing new year cause I can't waittt for January, the most beautiful month. I'll turn 18th but still neva have "SIM (surat ijin mengemudi)" lallalaaaaa.. C'mon! before 2 weeks from now!! Oh dear me! time after time turning old. But I'm forever young :p *how confident I am* SO,  BE >
          This is not the end of my life. GO ABROAAAAADD!!!! The next Sri Mulyani! UK, USA, Europe, Africa, Asia, America, Aussie, and surrounding areas of those, keep waiting for meee! ;)
        

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